though internet porn isn't popularly accepted as generally causing harm to anyone (arguably there are some who benefit, and some who are taken advantage of ---but that's beyond the scope of this blog), i've decided to take an adventurous trip down the road of self-restraint as a personal exercise in self-awareness and growth: no more p0rn will be my mantra.

i've come to the gross realization that it devastates my long-term, committed relationship. That's not to say that it harms any and every relationship, but it does harm mine. It makes my girlfriend feel like shit and wastes countless hours of my time.

Monday, February 22, 2010

damn. DOF=1 again

I'm proud of myself for not looking at *porn* ---but I found myself on youtube today all of a sudden searching for "almost porn" (no real porn on youtube, duh... lol). Epic fail.

i was having cravings all day watching this tv show that's not intentionally over-sexualized (it's a witty comedy show).... but one of the leading ladies is sexy (I think...) and then I looked up some of her photo spreads, publicity stuff and whatnot. She's doesn't have any super-revealing stuff out there, it was all pretty legit.

but then I was looking up reviews for something on youtube and BOOM. it was over. just like that.

I'm sick (cold/flu) and tired. Just wanna go to bed. tomorrow is another day.
Posted by no more p0rn at 10:37 PM

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